Earth School: A 50th Birthday Poem on The Quantum Afterlife, Grief, & Healing

A meditative reflection on love, loss, & the soul’s eternal journey

What if the hardest parts of life are the greatest gifts to help us become True Love?

When my mother & my heart dog Pixie Babu transitioned to Heaven back to back, I was plunged into deep grief that cracked me wide open with so many lessons & insights. At the same time, I turned 50 & I am raising a toddler—navigating presence, love, grief, surrender, & healing all at once. This poem came through like a message from the stars- and literally too, for we are the secretaries for Creator, & I speak for my girls in heaven too, who are my compass & my guiding stars!

Inspired by the nostalgic lullaby “Row, Row, Row Your Boat,” which my mother used to sing to me, & shaped by my practices & studies in meditation, yoga, & quantum physics, this piece is a birthday offering of comfort, connection beyond this physical realm, & hope during our crushing life moments. Grief is a powerful teacher & healer, guiding us ultimately to the meaning of life & true ultimate Love.

We are never apart, there are no goodbyes, we are always together, we are energy entangled at different scales whose language is Love.

And we never die.

Made with love by MC Mama Bird

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Row, row your boat, gently down the stream, merrily, merrily life is indeed a dream.

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This is Earth School, & it is not meant to be easy, we chose & were chosen to come down for this warrior’s work, & everything we do serves all Soulvolutions.

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All is entangled, circles upon circles of soul families traveling intentionally at these times, in which we have been graced with our presence, bonded with our offerings that sometimes come as our most painful experiences together.

As hard as it is sometimes to see it this way, our difficulties are our biggest gifts to heal our ego & become our True selves, our Loving Hearts who long to be free.

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How empowering- our Freedom is up to us, welcoming & thanking these uncomfortable situations with curiosity & goodness, for these “mistakes”- missed-takes- are our biggest wins, our ongoing inner work, an invitation if you will.

That is how much we love each other- that we took the incarnation plunge, taking on the least wanted character at times to give the most impactful gift to those we adore.

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We are forever evolving because that is the Universe’s way- forever evolving, becoming aware of itself through the experience of All Life.

Even in the HereAfter, our souls will continue to grow as we review our Earth life, while helping our loved ones, whose prayers & love continue to uplift us. We are each other’s fuel & our relationships continue to grow & deepen into eternity.

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This is not the end- there are no ends & no beginnings, there is only the flow.

We never die, & we continue to be together separated by absolutely nothing, & we will be in unison again in the same expression when we join them in Heaven.

When those we love go to Heaven, we grieve with unbearable pain- the deeper the love, the bigger the Grief. But their accomplished lives leave us with immense blossom gifts- like fearing less to live, risking to love even when it hurts, appreciating the littles, fearing less the inevitable, contentment, trusting everything is always divine, & so on, all in simple truths, all of which catapult us to deeper soul healing, understanding, & meaning in life.

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Everyone’s song stems from their one-&-only point of attention in the Universe fabric field, thus we are unmimicable, yet we are all woven from the same cosmic womb materia, making us One.

Everything is everything, entangled, perfect, never alone, always escorted & held, & all we need is to ask for help. The YOUniverse isn’t out there, we are it, an extension from the so alive & invisible to our eyes Space, our Creator, & we co-evolve together into eternity, like gears spinning, we all fit & what we do matters.

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We heal from within, rooting in our thoughts & beliefs which possess a vibration- we have all the power to change our reality by resetting ourselves free at any moment we choose.

Peeling the layers kindly, the deeper we go within, learning the lessons from our & hopefully others’ mistakes, thanking them for showing us where we are still not free, do better next time, do our best, forgiving with Love, & letting go- relief sigh- of the strain from our ego, which is not our enemy but a persistent echo of a confused child leading us to healing & becoming who we truly are, Ultimate Love & a gift to All Existence.

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We aren’t our egos, our thoughts, & beliefs, but they surely effect our experience, so we heal all that too to become more Love & more Free. Our purpose can be that simple- to learn & be True Love, one difficulty & joy at a time.

Everything we have done, we will review & feel from others’ positions in the Life Review for our Soul’s growth- more evidence of our entanglement. So what can we change Now to self-correct & feel more bliss & peace then?

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Nothing is ever wrong or unforgiveable- it is just cause & effect with its entangled vibrational reciprocity. Forgive!

We refresh, we start now, we forgive ourselves with Love & Compassion. “Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better.”

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Doesn’t it all go too fast?

A sometimes strange, surreal journey to what matters most, with courage to unveil ourselves, with ineffable relations, as we question to heal our darkest emotions, knowing we will always be given everything we need for this full & perfect journey.

This opportunity is precious & a gift, with everything & especially with our least liked turns, so when our time comes, opened arms:

“God, I have fully lived!”

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I love you,

I love you even more when everything is in disarray & somehow, uncannily, still so very peaceful, there we are: raw, open, innocent, bare, broken but whole, & above all True & Authentic.

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Quite frankly, through it all, & in the end, I just want to be more like my dogs.

To Nana, Toya, & Babu, there are no days you don’t fill with your Everlasting Love.

~MC Mama Bird (Marcela)

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“Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better” Quote by Maya Angelou

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