Welcome to the growing library of my written works, reflections, and future book projects.
Thank you for being here and choosing to spend a little of your precious time with me.
Much like my podcast and music, these writings are born gently in the in-between spaces of life, between motherhood, healing, grief, spirituality, nature, devotion, creativity, studying, and the ordinary sacredness of being a divine soul having a human experience.
Some of these projects are still unfolding in real time, slowly taking shape through voice memos, journals, storytelling, spiritual study, dreams, and lived experience.
In August of 2021, our family experienced a devastating fire that consumed our village, our home, two vehicles, and nearly everything we had worked for. Yet one of the deepest losses for me was losing my wedding dress, our wedding album, cherished letters from loved ones, every journal I had written since the age of 18, and countless photographs from the pre-digital days of my gypsy-like travel memoirs. To this day, I still quietly grieve them.
There is nothing I can do to physically turn back time and recover those pages, so this journey of writing my Trilogy has become, in many ways, an act of remembrance. A process of meditation, recollection, inner healing, listening deeply to my dreams, recovering old photographs from longtime friends, reading surviving emails with deep breaths, and learning to trust memory again while relinquishing control and trusting that my Higher Self and Angels will support me in remembering what is truly meant to be shared for the healing and growth of us all.
Thankfully, some fragments of my past still remain, including old emails dating back to 2006, not bad, and I feel truly grateful for that.
Like many memoir-style works, this project will require revisiting wounds, scars, grief, survival, and the difficult places life sometimes carries us through for the expansion of our soul’s wisdom and growth within this human incarnation. Yet alongside that pain lives profound gratitude for healing, resilience, indelible memories, love that continues to reveal new textures and deeper expansion, and the mysterious ways Spirit moves to guide us forward.
It is my hope that these future books may someday become a companion sanctuary for souls navigating grief, deep transformation, healing, survival, spiritual awakening, and the journey of returning home to themselves.
I cannot wait to someday share with you:
✨ Vol. I: Spirit Dog
✨ Vol. II: The Sparrow
✨ Vol. III: Soul
Thank you for being here at the beginning of the journey.
✨ VOL. I: SPIRIT DOG
A future memoir-style spiritual book project
Spirit Dog is a heartfelt storytelling project exploring the profound emotional, spiritual, and healing connections between humans and animals, particularly the sacred bond between myself and my beloved rescue dog, Pixie, alongside my experiences studying the language and symbolism of jungle birds in Mexico.
Inspired by Pixie’s rescue journey, themes of heartbreak, grief, lost dreams longed for, addiction healing with Iboga in Mexico during the portentous cosmic atmosphere of 2012, three years working within Iboga clinics, intuitive experiences, the deep ache for motherhood, spirituality, solo female travel and life in Mexico, and the unseen ways animals forever change our lives, this evolving work weaves together memoir, visceral self-reflection, humor, tenderness, resilience, and soul remembrance.
This memoir will also journey through my childhood growing up within a conservative Latin American culture in the 1970s, the experiences that slowly led toward my spiritual awakening in the late 1990s Bay Area during the Y2K and dot-com era, and the underground electronic music scene that profoundly shaped my search for meaning, freedom, healing, and belonging.
What eventually unfolded was a life-changing move to Mexico in search of deep healing and transformation, only to discover that healing is rarely linear and that the soul’s journey often moves through unexpected twists, losses, initiations, and rebirths. The story ultimately circles back to California in 2014, where love, destiny, and the dream of building a life with the man who would later become my husband began to take root.
This project is currently being developed slowly and lovingly through voice memos, journals, storytelling, spiritual reflection, and lived experience.
✨ VOL. II: THE SPARROW
The Sparrow traces the winding path through heartbreak, longing, reinvention, and the mysterious unfolding of destiny that led us from Mexico into the forests of Northern California in search of healing, home, stability, and the dream of building a family of our own.
While many of the women around me were stepping into motherhood, I quietly carried the grief of longing, feeling barren, lost, and uncertain if that chapter would ever arrive for me. Through years of hard work, sacrifice, long days, and deep listening to intuition, we eventually purchased a magical hand-built home tucked inside a tiny village of only a few hundred souls deep within the Sierra Nevada forests.
What followed would forever alter the course of our lives.
Set against themes of home-building, womanhood, grief, marriage, displacement, fire, spiritual resilience, and the profound ache for motherhood, this memoir explores the quiet places where dreams seem to disappear… only to return in forms far more miraculous than we could have imagined.
The fire became the unexpected doorway into an entirely new chapter out East in the Black Hills of South Dakota, where unimaginable loss slowly gave way to profound healing, reinvention, miracles, and ultimately, the birth of my son at the age of 48.
At its heart, The Sparrow is a story about trusting life again after loss, listening deeply to intuition, and discovering that some prayers take years, and perhaps entire lifetimes, to bloom.
✨ VOL. III: SOUL
Soul is an intimate exploration into consciousness, spiritual awakening within a more devoted sober life, intuitive development, angelic guidance, grief following the transition of my mother and beloved dog Pixie to heaven, remembrance, and the lifelong search to better understand the mystery of the soul, both human and animal.
Rooted in years of spiritual study, direct mystical experiences, meditation, healing work, Soul Regression training, and the gradual opening of my personal practice, this evolving volume explores the invisible threads connecting destiny, free will, incarnation, soul purposes, self-healing, and the unseen guidance quietly accompanying us throughout our lives.
As this work continues to unfold, Soul will also become a living repository for the revelations, insights, questions, dreams, and healing experiences emerging through my continued immersion in soul studies, regression work, contemplative practice, and a quieter, more devotional path of yoga and motherhood.
Created slowly in the midst of ordinary life, as a full-time mother, student, creator, and spiritual seeker, this work is not being built from ambition or performance, but from devotion, curiosity, healing, and a sincere desire to contribute something meaningful to the collective conversation surrounding consciousness, grief, life purposes, healing, and the mystery of why we are here and how that deeply connects to important past lives and our soul origin.
Part memoir, part spiritual inquiry, and part devotional reflection, Soul will invite readers into the deeper questions that often begin to emerge once survival slowly gives way to awakening.
Together, Spirit Dog, The Sparrow, and Soul form a deeply personal Trilogy exploring healing, grief, spirituality, motherhood, animals, survival, remembrance, intuition, devotion, transformation, and the mysterious unfolding of a human life across decades, continents, losses, rebirths, and awakenings.
These books are not being written from a mountaintop of perfection or certainty, but from within the living, breathing process of being human, still learning, still healing, still questioning, still growing.
My hope is that these works may someday become companions for those navigating grief, spiritual awakening, motherhood, addiction recovery, reinvention, longing, intuition, healing, loss, resilience, and the sacred process of remembering who they truly are beneath the noise and fast buzz of an ever-evolving world.
Thank you for being here at the very beginning of this unfolding journey. Your presence, encouragement, and shared humanity truly mean more than you know.
